The devil inside me was running wild and was too hard to be tamed.
It was trying to hold me down.
I tried every way to tame it.
It just doesn’t listen to me.
It was becoming more reckless.
It was madness.
All over again.
Madness was running wild inside me.
I felt it in me.
I have to control it.
But the madness was feeling kind of good.
I told the devil in me to stop.
To be saint.
But it refused.
The amazing madness just continued.
And then I thought to myself, should I just leave this devil alone and let this amazing madness go on?
To let it take over me.