The devil inside me was running wild and was too hard to be tamed.

It was trying to hold me down.

I tried every way to tame it.

It just doesn’t listen to me.

It was becoming more reckless.

It was madness.

All over again.

Madness was running wild inside me.

I felt it in me.

Rushing.

I have to control it.

But the madness was feeling kind of good.

Too good.

I told the devil in me to stop.

To be saint.

To change.

But it refused.

The amazing madness just continued.

And then I thought to myself, should I just leave this devil alone and let this amazing madness go on?

To let it take over me.

-Riji

 

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